The worst kind of suffering
is the one that is created in our head.
For a reason that is just hypotetical, just an probability that have the lowest chance to happen.
And even though you've decided yourself to it, that you've deposited all your counted and tiny hope to it, that have already offered your soul to, with the certain that it will not work, and your guts saying "it will work", "go for it".
you're already suffering by overthinking about it.
Thinking about " and if i hadn't done it".
Imagining how things will be, when the efforts prove their worth
but yet, foreseeing the agony and regret of passing through all of this
and rec